Well it's true, and I do, in fact have to do my final project...except that I already did. That's right. I'm so on top of things, that I finished my final project like three weeks early. SCORE! If you're wondering what my project is, let me tell you.
For my pre-semester class we have to do a reflective final project about our time here in Ecucador. But, seeing as it is reflective, we have to complete it after we have spent our semester here and we will present them to our director and fellow BCAers during finals week. For my project, I decided to focus on the presence of God in Ecuador, or what I've felt or seen of Him while I was here. I made a video (below) filled with pictures that I or my friends have taken of the beautiful country of Ecuador. I also used my friend Haley's Mac to record myself singing and playing the guitar to the song ''Indescribable'' by Chris Tomlin. I also wrote a paper sort of explaining myself. =] So, I hope you all enjoy and tell me what you think!
Indescribable
When I first chose to come to Ecuador, I didn't think I was going to miss home as much as I do. I remember finalizing my trip and thinking that it would be a long time before I even left for Ecuador. I would tell people where I was going and that I would be there for five months. They would gasp and tell me just ''how long'' that really was. I shook it off and laughed and said I would be fine. What is five months anyway? A semester of school. A decent relationship. A pretty long time to be away from family and friends.
For about the first 3 and half months I was fine with being away from home. I skyped with my parents every few weeks and I missed them, but it wasn't unbearable. I went to school and hung out with friends and just enjoyed experiencing and being in another country. I think once the end of the semester started getting closer and closer, I realized how much I really did miss home.
I broke down a few times, but only one thing got me through it all, my Lord and Savior Jesus Christ. If at home, I would have reached for my guitar and sat in my room for a few hours and just played. But, I wasn't. So, I would just put on a play-list full of worship music and listen. I would let the words sink in and I would blog. I'd blog about how I felt, how I've changed, and how much of a blessing it is to have a God who loves me so, incredibly much.
I wanted my final project to be meaningful and not just something that I had to do because it was assigned to me. I started thinking about things that I could do. I could write something, like, a poem, or a story, but that didn't seem good enough. I'd already made one video/slide-show of my experiences here, I could make another one. I thought about making a video reflecting on the things I did while I was here, and I decided on that, but it still didn't seem like the right thing. Then, when I went to talk to Daniel about my final project, I laid out my ideas, still feeling a little unsure about the whole thing. Then he said it, ''how you see God [in Ecuador].'' and that was it. That was my final project. I could not have made it here without Him and I could not have made it all the way through without Him. He was there every step of the way and He was the one who helped me the most when I was at my worst.
I've always loved photography because it enables me to capture a fraction of the beauty that is creation. I love pictures of nature because it enables me to capture a fraction of the beauty that is God. This is why I decided to make my final project video solely with pictures of the beautiful sights of Ecuador. I have so many other pictures that equally depict how great of a time I have had while I've been here, but that's not really what I want to show. I want to show how wonderful my God is, and how faithful He is even when you're halfway across the world.
“From the highest of heights, to the depths of the seas. Indescribable, uncontainable, you placed the stars in the sky and you know them by name. You are amazing, God. All powerful, untamable, awestruck we fall to our knees as we humbly proclaim, you are amazing, God. You are amazing, God.''
World Traveler
